Nursery Rhymes. We know them. We sing them. We sometimes dance them. They are etched into our minds even if we haven’t sang to a baby or child in decades. We sing international songs, local songs, community songs, sometimes, as in my case, songs about our history. Alma usually falls asleep to a rendition of ‘Grace,’ or ‘Black Velvet Band,’ (we’ll wait on ‘Weila Waila,’ – started singing that one to her a while ago and realized, really really realized how shocking that song is.)
We tell stories through song. Sometimes remembering our own experiences and memories as we pass them down to the next generation…and sometimes, a memory of its own is created.
During Alma’s swim class, we sing and waterdance allowing the toddlers to glide through the water and enjoy the buoyancy of weightlessness. I don’t know all of the songs, those being the ones that I didn’t grow up with, and I’m sure I’m not the only one who doesn’t. But every now and then, I recognize one from my own childhood. When the ‘Hokey Pokey,’ or as others know it, ‘Hokey Cokey,’ started up, I was able to change that one letter and sing along. We were all splashing those hands in and out of the water, throwing in the left leg, throwing it out, putting in the right leg, sloshing it all about! I was gearing up for what was my favorite part, the part when we all hold hands in a giant circle and rush into the middle until the circle becomes this mish-mash of people, and then we run backwards again to create one big circle. It was the anticipated moment that my brother and sisters and childhood friends loved. We would over-enthusiastically scream that part. Wailing as we ran in and out.
Obviously, being in the water and holding a toddler meant that we wouldn’t do the holding hands part, but as we inched closer to the moment, I looked at Alma and said ‘Ready! Here we gooooooo,’ and I’m holding her and rushing into the center of the circle bellowing out, ‘WHHHOOOOOOAAAAAA Hokey Pokey Pokeyyyyyyy,’ and I’m realizing that no-one else is rushing in. Everyone is doing a delicate twirl in place, a little pirouette, while Alma and I are breaching whales sending not a ripple, but a wave of water outward. ‘Oh jesus,’ I thought, ‘they don’t do the circle bit.’ But I’m committed to it now, so we’re just water-running in and out of a circle while everyone else is side-glancing at us and singing lightly. And I’m mortified. We are the rowdies. My introverted side sinks under the water in a puddle of embarrassment. My embarrassment makes me sing louder, I can’t stop bloody singing, and Alma shrieks with laughter. She’s looking at me, oblivious that we’re doing anything that makes us stand out. She’s loving the rush of scurrying backwards and forwards. The feel of the water moving around us. The half-amused, because at this point I know I’m about to start laughing my head off at the absurdity of this moment, look on my face as I warble along with her chirps. And the embarrassment dissolves. We’re sharing in this experience. We’re in it together. Enjoying it now. It might not be the ‘right’ way, it’s just our way. And that way is no different to how much the other kids are enjoying their twirls with the adult holding them. Basking in the water, the attention, the song and the moment. As the song ends and we’re back to our places in the circle, the woman next to me glances at me, and I say, ‘That was a good one, wasn’t it,’ and I’m grinning so wide and so is Alma, and that’s all that matters. And then the circle starts moving again, and everyone’s singing a song that I don’t know, but that’s ok. We’re still part of it. Still laughing and enjoying, and learning.
Whatever you end up singing, however it takes you back. Sing your song. Sing it out. Enjoy. Share. Experience together. Even if you’re doing it differently, you’re still doing it right.
“And that’s what it’s all about…..”